Undelivered Letter

Dear my south-western friend,

You know, your presence in my life on my 17th birth day was a really really great gift from Allah swt for me.

He showed me another His creation to me, that I had never thought about it.
I am really really happy that you have entered to my life. Happy that you’re different from others. The way you treat me as your friend, the way we talk about our interests, the way we cheered each other, the way we support each other, and the way we sharing happy times… together. Those can be never be replaced by any things in the world. I really wished for be given times for me to know you better and better, for me to enjoy all my times with you. I want to be happy in the way I am.

I really want you to make promise with me.
All I want from you through out year 2010 is your happiness. Coz you know my attitude well: your happiness is mine too.

And I want to kept my promise to you that, I will always waiting for you, here, to cheer for you at the time of sorrow and joy.

I dunno how much I meant to you but I want to you know that you’re meant sooo much to me. I dun wanna to forget your existance, and I also hoped that you didn’t forget mine too. I always wanna be by your side, and I want you to be at mine also… always.
Please, don’t forget me and don’t leave me because I don’t want to forget you and I don’t want to leave you.

And please…. be happy.

From your southern friend.

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Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

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Well well well. Seems like Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, the sixth film of this series has attacked cinemas around the world. So yea, I had watched it yesterday, 18 July 2009.

Well, for me, I had read all the novels of Harry Potter and my memories is pretty strong. T__T . Okay. I will just go straight to my points.

Honestly, I had been waiting for this sixth movie. When the first time I saw the official trailer few months ago, I felt very very excited to watch this film. But, yesterday, I feel little bit unsatisfied with this sixth movie.

Compare to the fifth, I didn’t really care about the small, interesting event that they didn’t put in the movie. The fifth movie was excellent for me. The fourth, which is Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, disappoints me much.

The sixth were like nothing much compared to the fourth. Sorry to say, but they make a BIG mistake in little, tiny part in the middle. I think there has several people who notice that, HARRY drink ALL the Felix Felicis potion before he carried out his plan to gain Professor Slughorn’s memory about Horcrux.

As the result, the ending was PLAIN. There has no battle. No Battle of Hogwarts. Why?

In the novel, Harry drink ONLY ONE DROP of Felix Felicies potion before he went to Slughorn. After he got the memory from him, he rush to Dumbledore’s office and start to investigate the memory. About the Horcrux. After that, Dumbledore told him they will went off to the place where Voldermort hide his Horcrux – a Salazar Slytherin locket and a cave near the raging ocean. Before they Apparate, Harry DID told Ron that he and Dumbledore will be off to somewhere that night. He GAVE ron the Felix Felicies potion and call the DA (Dumbledore Army) if there has anything happened… He brought along him, The Invisibility Cloak. Dumbledore told him to do so.

When they return back to Hogsmade (not Hogwarts), Marietta, Three Broomsticks owner told Dumbledore there has something weird happened in Hogwarts and she lend to them two broomsticks.

Battle of Hogwarts already started. But both of them went to the Astronomy Tower. Harry covered his body with the cloak so he can’t be seen by the Death Eaters. Dumbledore ask Harry to call Snape. But, Harry stopped as Malfoy came in. Dumbledore use STUNNING CHARM upon Harry. Harry can’t move and only could watch everything beneath his cloak.

Hmm, tiny, little mistake could possible brought to plain ending. There suppose to be A BATTLE. A BATTLE. That battle reveals Professor McGonagall’s patience limit. How Billy turned to half werewolf – because he was bitten by Fenrir. Gahhh!! They erase all the main points that continues in the seventh story!

Bill and Fleur’s wedding annoucement. Their OWL’s result. That could possibly explain why Harry have to take Potion class. I didn’t really care if they didn’t put these scene. But for the Felix Felicies, my dad, who didn’t read the novel said, “They didn’t have any more ideas” . Agree.

If they put in the funeral procession – this funeral shows how much Dumbledore is respected in Magic world. It will light up the mood. If they spend more scene to explain what is Dumbledore really up to. The memories about Voldermort’s family, the Gaunt family, more about Tom Riddle backgrounds, what are the objects that could possibly become the Horcrux – like Helga Hufflepuff’s cup, how Tom obtain it…
Serioulsy! Why have to erase the interesting points? The opening was awesome! But if Harry didn’t drink ALL the Felix Felicies potion, the will be even more AWESOME!

I like the humors. I like the youth love. Yea, they HAD grown up, scene like these deserve to be put in the film.

As the conclusion, I’m really unsatisfied with this sixth movie. I DO really hope, the seventh will be SPECTACULAR as they going to split up the story into TWO.

Dear readers, please watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince… . Hee~

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I hope these word could reach you…

I am really glad and lucky that I meet you, this year. If I meet you a year earlier, it would be much better. I am really glad that you always be there with me, I am really glad that you always showed up in front of me when I’m in sadness. I am really happy that you protect me at the time when I need protection. I am really happy that you showed to me your bravery. I am really happy that you’re a great leader….

I am really glad that I met you, because, now I’m getting often around Surau n Masjid, becoz I got my own strength when I saw your bravery, becoz now I’m getting more Islamic, becoz I’m getting far away from “her”, becoz you cheered me much, so much. Because you DO support me, every time when I need support. Because you always help me. Because you’re always stand beside me.

But one thing is matter, I don’t know you much, much better like your friends. You and me are just like team mate, sister-brother relationship and friends. I do really hope that, I will be given chances to know you much much better.

I do hope these word could reach you…but I know, it is impossible. These word couldn’t describe how much I like you… I am really really really happy that I met you. I feel very very very lucky… thanks dear…

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Pahitnya… untuk ditelan, kalau engkau tahu… wahai temanku.

Pahitnya untuk di telan, hambarnya senyuman yang diukir… Segalanya berlaku taktala kita tak sedari, bahawa, ianya sudah terjadi.

Semuanya berlaku dalam sehari,

Sehari itu, aku dapat tahu kawan-kawan aku seperti tidak berapa menyukai dengan sikap ku yang suka mengaut sekali emosi semasa menjalankan tugas, atau bercakap dihadapan semua orang. Silap ku, salah ku. Aku tidak marah akan kamu semua untuk memarahi aku atau tidak meyukai sikap ku. Aku yakin aku boleh berubah, kerana aku hendak berubah. Tetapi, kamu semua telah mengecewakan aku sama sekali atas nama “kawan-kawan sejati”, aku patut sedar sebelum aku terus terlupa tentang hakikat sebenarnya yang berpusar sekitar ikatan persahabatan kita.

Tegur, bilarlah tegur. Tegur dan mengumpat adalah dua perkara yang berbeza. Aku… kecewa sekali. Dengan diriku, dengan diri kamu. Maafkan aku, teman-teman sekalian… Aku… secara jujurnya tidak mahu melihat hakikat sebenarnya. Walaupun, aku tahu…

Sehari itu, aku seolah-olah kehilangan sesuatu yang berharga. Amat berharga. Apabila selama ini aku sedari aku tiada berhubungan sama sekali dengan teman ku yang teristimewa itu, aku sudah terlalu jauh untuk menggapainya. Terlalu jauh untuk rapat kembali. Ianya, ibaratkan satu juta tahun cahaya, yang mengambil riwayat hidupku untuk mengejar kembali apa yag telah ku hilangkan.

Aku… terlalu jauh. Sangat jauh.

Aku… telah sedar. Aku terlalu merinduinya sebagai seorang teman. Aku terlalu merinduinya. Sangat merinduinya.

Kini, aku telah kehilangan segala sumber perhubungan ku kepada dia…

Cuma, aku… sangat, sangat dan sangat berharap, agar, kita kan ketemu suatu hari nanti… insyaallah. Pada masa itu, kita sesegar dalam ingatan yang tak pernah pudar, ingatan yang manis yang kita cipta bersama, agar, kamu dan aku dapat kecami satu sama lain.

Akan ku semat kata-katamu ini…

“Aku berharap.. aku berharap aku akan jumpa kamu suatu hari nanti”

Aku juga berharap, wahai teman…

“Hari ini adalah hari terakhir saya menangis kerana seseorang itu…”

Aku juga berharap… akulah orang yang engkau tangisi itu.

Ingatlah temanku… engkau ibaratkan gitar dan aku adalah melodinya. Tanpa gitar, tiadalah melodi. Tanpa melodi, gitar tidak akan menjadi gitar…

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Program Titian Gemilang 5 -Tinta Perjalanan Pertama

Bermulanya sebuah pengembaraan seorang anak kampung….

First of all I would like to say BIG THANK YOU for those who kindly drop by to my Green Tea House, my WordPress, my little blog, my little world. Thank you. What I’m going to rant here is about something that I had experienced it for 3 days at University Malaya, Malaysia. I was selected to join this program.

So, malaysian mode on. I’m going to use full Malay language here  (^__^)v *peace*

31th May of 2009. Day 1.

Kamilah Puteri UMNO, tak lah sangat... T_T

Kamilah Puteri UMNO, tak lah sangat... T_T

Gambar ini diambil di hadapan sekolah kami; tempat meunggu bas. Kami menggelarkan diri kami sebagai, Puteri UMNO. Hehe. Semua pakai baju  kelas dengan tudung merah jambu, memang lah… sebiji macam puteri UMNO. Heh, cubalah cari, mana saya? Baiklah. Kami bertolak pada pukul 12 tengah hari, & kami agak bengang sedikit lah. Sebab dalam jadual, kami sepatutnya bertolak pada pukul 11 pagi, entah lah. Apa yang berlaku pada encik driver bas, kami pun tak tahu lah. Kami singgah sebentar di R&R Seremban untuk menunaikan solat  Jamak Qasar bagi Zohor & Asar. Dan, sudah tentu kami kebulur, jadi…

Perut yang lapar harus diisi dahulu~

Perut yang lapar harus diisi dahulu~

Kami melantak nasi ayam, sakan… Kami bertolak keluar dari R&R Seremban pada pukul 2.45 petang. Kami tiba di Universiti Malaya pada pukul lebih kurang 4.20 petang, kami melapor diri di Dewan Sri Tanjung, check-in, dan kami (puteri UMNO tadi) duduk di Kolej 9, Sri Cempaka. Hmm, bilik penginapan kami okey lah, walaupun ada yang tak puas hati sedikit, tapi, kami faham… tak payah lah cerita, nanti malu pula UM. Haizz, yang mengahirankan kami, sekolah-sekolah lain dapat sebilik untuk empat orang, tetapi, kenapa sekolah kami, sebilik lima orang? Haha, mula-mula mmg tak puas hati, tetapi, kami faham… ^_^

Okey, selepas itu kami diarahkan untuk berkumpul oleh abang-abang & kakak-kakak facilitator, tepat pada pukul  4.50 petang~ gila lah! Baru jer sampai pukul 4.20, tu ini itu ini dah 10 minit habis, kiranya, sekolah kami kot yang paling lewat sampai, hehe.. entahlah. Kami diberi sedikit taklimat untuk slot pada malam tu. Yea, makan sudah tentu dia bagi… kenyang abes, tak larat den nak melantak dinner… kenyang giler… tu yang aku tak makan dinner tu. Sorilah, abang & kakak facilitator sekalian… hehe… pakaian untuk slot malam nanti MESTI formal, berbaju kurung, berkasut bertutup, baju dimasukan ke dalam seluar, berbaju yang berkolar.

Yang menghairankan aku, ada jugak lebih kurang 30 orang peserta perempuan, tak bawak baju kurung! What the heck?! Pas tu abg faci- suruh cari juga baju kurung, & aku menjadi mangsa kpd situasi ni. Aku dah kunci dah pintu bilik masa tu, pas tu ada pula budak datang mintak baju kurung, aku dah teragak-agak nak bagi, sebab aku bawak 3 helai jer. Esk nak pakai, satu untuk pagi and satu untuk malam… entahlah, aku pun bagi jugak lah… tetapi aku tegur juga lah budak tu, jgn ulangi perangai ni lagi… buat masa tu “kebengangan” aku belum memuncak. Kawan-kawan aku suma ckp tak payah bagi kat dia baju kurung pun. Diaorg lagi bengang daripada aku namapaknya… hahaha

Tempat kami berkumpul selama 3 hari, pahit manis, semuanya, di sini, Dewan Sri Tanjung...

Tempat kami berkumpul selama 3 hari, pahit manis, semuanya, di sini, Dewan Sri Tanjung...

Kami turun semula ke Dewan Sri Tnajung yang jaraknya kurang dari 50 meter dari kolej Sri Cempaka, pada pukul 7.45 malam. Siapa lewat, didenda. Apa lagi, dok kat depan lah, tayang muka yang lawa tuh. Alhamdulillah, sekolah kami tak lah ramai sangat yang kena denda.. hehe. Then, kitaorg kena berjalan sejauh 2.8 km, dari kolej kediaman kami ke Dewan Tunku Canselor pada pukul 9 mlm. Bak kata abg faci- sorg tu, SUMPAH PENAT! Tapi, aku, SUMPAH BERPELUH!! Hahaha…

Sampai jer dalam DTC, aku “stunned”. Besar giler dewan tuh, agak2 nyer lah, tiga kali ganda besarnya daripada dewan sekolah kami. Pastu lawa giler dewan tuh, selesa, tak yah cakap lah. Kalo dah lawa, mesti lah best. Macam panggung teater pun ada. Ada seat tingkat dua…haa.. Best betul DTC.Tapi, aisehmen, maaflah kepada YB Ahmad bn Maslan (kalo salah tegur eh?) yang berjwatan Menteri di Jabatan Menteri yg dah tunggu kteorg selama 10 minit… maaflah. Kitaorg lambat.

Ceramah dia best. Tapi yang merosakkan suasana best tuh, budak “meng” dari KL. 3 org. Kecoh betul, org tgh bckp kat depan, dia sebok ckp kat belakang… dah tu kutuk-kutuk YB Ahmad lak tuh… siut jer. Bengang betul dok kat belakang diaorg. Bising cm ke hapa! Org nak dgr org bckp, bukannya kutukan dia YB Ahmad, kawan2 aku bley lg tahan lah ngan perangai diaorg, tapi aku dah sampai tahap, bengang. Apa lagi, aku sound lah diaorg: “Weyh, boleh tak korang diam? Bosan lah aku dengar”. Diaorg toleh, tgk muka sapa and saura sapa yang tengah bengang ngan diaorg tuh. Aku rasa mcm aku ckp ngan tunggul tahu tak? Ckp, MEMANTUL balik. Pastu, bising lagi. Aku pahat kan dalam hati yang; aku benci budak bandar. Sbb? Berlagak cm nak mati. *sori, sbb tgh bengang balik ni*. Yang Alhamdulillahnya, diaorg blah ke seat yang lain. Pergh, syukur-syukur…

Then, balik ke kolej… lepas taklimat daripada Encik Shadat, ketua facilitator, aku mmg respect lah org cm dia, dapat suruh budak seramai 1800 untuk senyap dalam kiraan 3. Pergh! Salute lah kat Encik Shadat! Jamuan ringan malam kat DTC, & yea, perkara membengangkan muncul lagi. Sepanjang balik, SAMPAH & BOTOL AIR KOSONG bersepah-sepah sepanjang perjalanan pulang! Eeeeeeeeeeeee! Geram seyh! Korang ingat Allah swt tak kira ke perbuatan korg ni kat akhirat esok? Sedangkan aku ni makan tak habis kat sana pun aku bersalah giler kat Allah swt, sampai tahap cam aku dah rompak org tahu tak? Siut betul. *Aku tgh geram ni*.

Pas tu pulak, balik-balik jer dari DTC, kteorg kene berkumpul kat Dewan Sri Tanjung, apa lagi, kene sound lah. Dah  lah dgn penat, mengantuk, yang aku geram ngan budak tiga kacang hantu tu, kena gak terima sound tu. Aish, ni lah, “kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga”. Adalah insiden yang meng—– tak yah ckp lah… abg2 & kakak2 faci- bengang ngan insiden ni… Aku? Ah, aku terima ni sebagai hukuman sebab aku tak kawal kemarahan aku kat budak 3 org kacang hantu tu masa kat DTC… Tak apa lah abg, saya terima nasihat abang, saya faham… ^_^.

Tapi, esok kene pakai baju kurung! O_O. Aku ada sehelai jer lagi?! Cmner ni?! Takkn lah aku nak pakai baju ni balik, yang dah kene peluh, baju lagi satu tu, nak pakai masa Rabbani datang. Baju lawa lak tuh. Pergh, menyesal gak sbb bg baju aku kat budak tu, tp, aku dah tahu dah pasal kene pakai baju formal utk esk, tapi aku sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa aku bg budak tu pakai baju aku. Aku dah ckp ngan kakak faci-, dia kata ok. Sbb aku pakai baju labuh paras lutut (tapi t-shirt cket la), seluar slack, tudung labuh… Ah! Aku dah mengantuk! Nak tidur!

Balik kolej pukul  1 pagi tak silap. Sbb aku tidur pukul 1.30 pg. Penat & mengantuk tak yah cerita la. Alhamdulillah, roomate aku semuanya nak bangun awal, seawal pukul 4 pagi, (kira ngam ngan sikap aku yang tak suka lengahkan masa), dan aku bangun pukul 3.59pagi. Hahahaha… Alhamdulillah seminit awal. (tapi diaorg marah aku kerana kejutkan diaorg pada pukul 3.59 pagi =[ ). Alhamdulillah nyenyak, walaupun kteorg tak pakai tilam, ada la sbbnya, & tidur atas lantai yang sejuk, tapi aku tidur nyenyak gak lah. Alhamdulillah, syukur, syukur. Pastu? Aku lah org terawal masuk bilik air, masa tu! Hahahaha! Best giler dapat mandi. Pakai shower la. Mmg aku mandi cm kat umah, lama. Sbb tak da org.. hehe. Pas puas mandi & dah siap pakai baju, baru lah kteorg pergi kejutkan kengkawan yg lain.. hehe..

Keyh! Sampai sini sahaja tinta pertama program Titian Gemilang  5, pada hari pertama, akan bersambung pada tinta yang kedua, ya? See ya~

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I.feel….

Hmmm, first thing is, it was really looooooooooooooooooong time no update here.

Second is, I’m having exam month now. Mid year exam. Waaaaaaaa!

Third is, I’M GOING TO PROGRAM TITIAN GEMILANG AT UM!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA… happy desu~

Fourth is, I’m half popular in my school now. Just because I had show my rebelliousness at the daily assembly in assembly square, well, I was critize certain pupils fault, they do it and continuing do it UNTIL NOW. They all, like never seen courageous prefect before, showing rebelliousness. They keep continuing repeating my words, and surprisingly, they DO remember it, BUT they DIDN’T take it seriously! WHAT THE HECK!

Fifth is…. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sixth, this is kinda  random..

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Gratitude!

PEOPLE!

THANKS FOR VISITING MY WORDPRESS!

as my gift… take this!

BOYS OVER FLOWERS OSTs !!!!

i just don’t know what to write here… T___T

credits to : epdrama.com

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What happened?

I don’t know what’s wrong with myself?? Why I’m so sooooooooooooooooo, melancholic, pathetic, gloomy and moody these days?

Well, first, I just know now, my friend is having anemia. NO ONE TOLD me about this. I’m really worry about this, you know??!! Simple or complex matter, I’m really care about my friends. If you guys don’t want to believe me, FINE.

Second, I’m tired with my friends matter, but I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad that they were fine now. Huh… they are freaking me out. I’m TOTALLY worry about them!

Third, i lost my internet connectivity two weeks ago, and Im back again after one week. I was having a really peaceful days without net. But, I’m getting moody when I’m facing with my livejournal. Everything happened was too fast! They are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close even with Q! I’m so jealous with it! alkalKKSDKKAKKLKKSKDCKDSOIOIQ90U30990 `C20Umlk;c!!!!!

Fourth, … nothing more on Q. Stressed about my matter with Q.  Just that.

Fifth, Jun Pyo!!!!!! YOU’RE Aoo[uw0 0cvowohiwkjssc sf oi0A\][-0W9 IAJAIMOSAOAMODMLCA!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HOW COULD YOU DO TO JANDI IN EPISODE 13 TILL 16 !!!!!!!!!!! stupid!

Sixth, ….. T_T…………….. my not-so-called-hatred getting increase day by day. I hope when it come to the peak, to the limit, i’ll forget about this. Everything on this matter.

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H.E.A.R.T B.R.O.K.E.N

That’s the word.

Some things around me make me feels heart broken.
It hurts, much…

It isn’t understandable.

It can’t put in words. I wish I can be happy on others happiness, but I couldn’t…

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